It's Over
I feel like I've finally forgotten everything that's happened those 2 months ago...
I walked into school, saddest man I could be. Heart broken, shaking nervously, and a downed look in my eyes. These feelings were apparently normal for my situation, but it just felt wrong. It felt like that wasn't supposed to be the outcome, like the ending was 70 years from now... in perfect happiness. It's like this feeling should have never subsided, but it did.
That night I got the message, making my gloom mood even worse. She thought I was a monster for lies. All lies, and all slander. She was brought on by what she thought she knew, and what she really knew. The truth was told just the night before, apparently she denied it. This feeling just yearned even more like they had to be back in my life.
It's not that they won't be missed, they've always been there for me... they will be in the future. I hope, what was there was special, my emotions were out of control they became to special to me and they didn't like that...
Evidently, there's 2 roads you take this as, either life or death. Both emotion is strong, but we need to handle both rationally, I take love way out of control... I guess I'll have to learn to gain control of it, until then I hope they will wait for me, make me smile.
Zachary Lewis
You'll have time to clear your head when you come down in a few weeks, man. Can't wait to see you.
posted on 14/07/2008 at 10:23