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Emotional Drive

Well, as some of you may know... my emotional drive hasn't been very high lately. I've mad or upset all the time, and I don't really know why.

I feel like I've been shot right now, I feel like I've been kicked into the gutter. I'm apparently love, but ignored? How does this come out? I don't know but it's a shitty feeling. Ugh, I want to go see my councilor really badly, at least she'll be there to talk to. Not that there isn't people currently, just not the person I need it to be.

I don't want a heart, then I can't love. Then I can't feel like this, I won't have to constantly worry...