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Pendulum

Well, it's been a crazy day today, I can't say that it's been great, because it wasn't. She broke up with me...

I don't think my hearts ever loved anyone that much, and for reasons of me caring to much for her, she left me. She wasn't looking for a more adult relationship, as in seriousness. I cried for about two hours straight, starting on the phone before I said my last good bye for the next two weeks to a month. Now, I don't wanna sound really creepy, but I didn't think I'd be able to make it through this. It's only been 6 hours, and I'm already feeling a sigh of relief. No more worrying about a change in plans, no more having to be good at kiss, or being a good boyfriend.

I can't say I'm not sad, because I'm hurting on the inside, but my body's going to handle it, no matter how long it takes. All my friends have confidence in me, and have been the greatest help in it all. Thanks to all of these people: Zach, Megan, Mark, Cori, Emily, Jackie, Lauren, Katie, Brent, plus Mom and Dad. I can't forget the one that meant the most... Felicia Renae Lacey, I know she's just a first love, but it's one I'll never forget about. Thanks for making it the best 2 months, a week, and 5 days of my life.