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A Dream?

If you've ever heard the song "Digital Love" by: Daft Punk, that sorta thing kinda describes an event that recently happened to me...

I had a band concert on Thursday, and saw a girl that I haven't seen in in almost a year. I was in band with her last year, I thought she was the most perfect person ever. I was just absolutely amazed at how beautiful she was. I admired her from afar, until one day on a band trip, I actually got to talk to her. I look back on it now, and feel like I was a complete goof, but I had supposedly, "loved" her. I think I just might have been. But we never were more than friends, what I think now is, "Should I confront her next year? Maybe find out her plans for band?"
I saw her perform, and have a solo. I couldn't help but to think of the old time together, the whole "not so long ago." Maybe I didn't ever stop liking her, maybe I have liked her this whole year without even remembering, becuase of separation?
As we approach the end of the school year, I see how much I have changed as a person. I have become a very outgoing and responsible young man. Maybe? Just maybe, I could actually see this person? No matter what next year, I will make it my goal to make friends with her and indulge in an ongoing relationship that doesn't fall apart because of separation.
This my friends would be an example of love, and I don't know why I still feel this way, but I do. I can't change it, and I'm sorry if anyone out there thinks I should feel different.