Tears
The past two Saturday's have been disappointing...
Don't get me wrong, my date with Abbey was fantastic! And today was great, I get paid soon!
It's just, the past Saturday's I've cried for the first time in a year, the first because of me not wanting to hurt anyone's feelings (i.e. Abbey.) And today I found out the most horrible news I thought I would never have to experience. I'll pump up the ambiance and say it how my emotions were.
As I stand in my musty garage, I am receiving terrible news. As my mother hold a lit cigarette in her hand, she tells me this horrendous news. Telling me of how she has loved my father for forever, but has had no interest in a marriage where her son (Kobi) is treated like crap and her family never spends time together. How when we sell our house she will move to a near town and live in an apartment or small house, so that she could lead a happier life. She hates how all father does is sit at his computer and work, though I do occasionally help him, it is for long periods of time at bad pay. I love my father and mother, they are meant for each other, but don’t seem to have the kind of relationship they used to. I all could do was say, “I would be sad if you to got divorced.” Then I left my body to cry, until it was time to go to work.
If my mother and father “separate” I might not see any of my friends, because of school changing. This of course would lead me to have to make new friends, and leave my love(s) at East Central High School.
Meg
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posted on 12/03/2007 at 16:38