Almost 24 hours now... this feeling I have, hits me off and on the whole time. A long cry, thinking things through, wanting to be someone to save him, and losing my brother. It 's all so terrifying, the fact that... that just the other day, he was on my floor, playing King Kong. talking about how he's going to end up bumming off me sleeping on my couch as an adult.
For some reason I've felt way more than just great lately... It's not school, that's way to overwhelming along side work. It's probably just things don't have to be depressing anymore.
For some reason when people start dating we should all be jealous?!? Whoo! DUDE! TOTALLY! No, that's lame why in my right mind would I be? There's one good reason... and it's not even nearest the truth.
So, upon studying the Internet for the past couple months. I've concluded that it's a very terrible place to be.
I don't know why, but I always feel bad when I see someone sitting there miserable as hell, fighting for their life to get by unhurt... just looking for love.
For every person I meet, I like to make at least one outstanding moment with them. And right now, I think I just had an amazing one that I'll never forgot.
It's been what? Three weeks to a month now, and I still don't want to give up on her. I've come so far to being there with her that it seems pointless to give up now.
I really don't believe it when someone says "I'm in love, and always will be... with him." Because really, after all I see you go through you're miserable...